Rebecca JUNE Bell

You ask me how I'm feeling, but do you really want to know?
The moment I try telling you,
You say you have to go
How can I tell you,
what it's been like for me I am haunted,
I am broken By things that you don't see.
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You ask me how I'm holding up,
but do you really care?
The second I try to speak my heart
, You start squirmming in your chair.
Because I am so lonely
, you see, no one comes around,
I'll take the words I want to say And quietly try to choke them down.
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Everyone avoids me now Because they don't know what to say,
They tell me I'll be there for you,
Then turn and walk away.
Call me if you need me,
that's what everybody said
, But how can I call you and scream into the phone,
My God, my child is dead?
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No one will let me say the words I need to say,
Why does a mothers grief scare everyone away?
I am tired of pretending as my heart pounds in my chest,
I say things to make you comfortable,
but my soul finds no rest
How can I tell you things that are too sad to be told,
of the helplessness of holding a child who in your arms grows cold?
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Maybe you can tell me,
How should one behave,
who's had to follow their childs casket,
and watched it perched above a grave?
You cannot imagine what it was like for me that day,
to place a final kiss upon that box,
and have to turn and walk away.
If you really love me
, and I believe you do,
if you really want to help me,
here is what I need from you.

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Sit down beside me,
reach out and take my hand,
Say "My friend,
I've come to listen,
I want to understand."
Just hold my hand and listen
, that's all you need to do,
and if by chance I shed a tear,
it's alright if you do too.
I swear that I'll remember til the day I'm very old
, the friend who sat and held my hand,
and let me bare my soul
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Maggie Bell (Mummy)

November 19, 2011

ღ ღ ღ ღ All My Love Beautiful Angel ღ ღ ღ ღ

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*ღ.......ღ* *ღHeavenly *ღ.......ღ* *ღ shona sengupta. ..ღ*
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How will heaven be?
As far as I can see
It will have huge bells
And will be situated on clouds
It will have many golden wells
That will so often swell
Rain will be abundant
And the sun will shine all day long
Angels will play on the harp
The sweetest summer song
Music that will touch the heart
While those beneath will shed drops of sorrow
Little will they know what will happen on the morrow
But to them up above
As plain and clear it will be
As far as far as I can see
Yes there will be misty alleys
And lush green meadows
Fresh with the fragrant smell of spring
Winter will never be bitter
Summer never so hot
Autumn never so bare
And resources never so scarce
Food for all will be relished by all.
Grateful we’ll be as grateful can be
Mountains high and strong and brown
Surrounding that hidden land,
Beautiful and vast seas I see
There colour as blue as sapphire can be
And the white waves lashing upon the shore
Sitting on the flattened grey rocks
Who would not call it absolutely heavenly?
However it might actually be,
But can we still not see
There will lie behind this seen
A relieving feeling of bliss
For where not have we been
But is this not by all believed
That after one’s decease
This is the land of eternal peace
Where we all ultimately reach?
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Sylvie Belanger

July 12, 2011

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love you xxx

Maggie Bell (Mummy)

February 3, 2011

NIGHT NIGHT ANGEL,XX

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Sleep Tight . XXXXXX

Maggie Bell (Mummy)

January 1, 2011

·:*:· Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ·:*:· Always Loved ·:*:· Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ·:*:· Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ·:*:· Forever Missed. ·:*:·

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Maggie Bell (Mummy)

December 28, 2010

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∗.love ∗.mummy∗. and∗. daddy ∗.

Maggie Bell (Mummy)

December 25, 2010

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ NIGHT NIGHT BABY Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

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Maggie Bell (Mummy)

December 1, 2010

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Maxine Brown

August 9, 2010

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

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♫ Happy Birthday To You ♫ ♫

♫ ♫ Happy Birthday To You ♫ ♫

♫ ♫ Happy Birthday Dear Rebecca ♫ ♫

♫ ♫ Happy Birthday To You ♫ ♫


love Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ mummyƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ daddy Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ xxxxxxxx

Maggie Bell (Mummy)

July 12, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 25 TODAY

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LOVE YOU

Maggie Bell (Mummy)

July 12, 2010